12th June 2005

It is now 11am. I woke up at 7am puking my guts out and remained a sleepless zombie for the next two hours...then I could finally sleep again for oh..about 45 minutes...

My mum had to literally drag me to a doctor. The nice man then decided to press against my stomach, the 'on' switch for a massive tear-roll. Can't stop tearing. Doc says it's twisted intenstines...I dunno how the heck that happen overnight...must be the way i sleep..*turn* -knot- *turn* -knot- Doc said might be stress...who knows...anyone wanna stick their hand down my throat to untwist it ?

Came back up, took the pills and water only to puke out all the water..wah eh fuck, like bloody Exorcist, the way the water just came pouring out of my mouth. Pills should still be in my system. NGAHA.

Last strength to write this post to let u guys know may not draw for awhile. keyword is MAY... Middle finger obviously in no shape to draw. Will try later to draw again. Meanwhile, god bless and just read the archives if you bored...

Trying to make best out of situation by joking. If you wanna ask how i am, i would appreciate some jokes and funny stories....I am not ok, don'taskifiamokcoziamnotokbutiloveyouguysanyways.